...Nothing Better To Do...

QUESTIONS...

1. Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: No

2. Do you have a crush: hehe maybe?

3. Do you love anyone right now: umm... yes...:$

4. Have you ever been in love: yes...

5. How many people have you kissed: umm.. some haha

6. Who was your first kiss: Can´t really remember his name haha

7. How many hearts have you broken: don't really know

8. How many people broke your heart: a bit too many :

9. So what is your bf/gf/crush like: should I say.. perfect?

10. Do you go by looks or personality: Personality

11. Ever kiss a friend: Yes

12. Are you still friends: Not really...

13. Do you smoke: Noooo

14. Do you smoke weed: Not really

15. Ever trip on acid: haha no... can't

16. X?: not

17. Crack, heroin, anything else: um. no

18. Beer good or beer bad: Bad!!!

19. Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: maybe?

20. Prefer beer or liquor: Liquor

21. What kind of cigarettes do you smoke: I don't smoke

22. Are you a virgin: Yes

23. If no, when was the last time you got some:


WOULD YOU...

24. Bungee jump: yes, someday..

25. Sky dive: yup

26. Swim with dolphins: why not..

27. Scuba dive: not really..

28. Go rock climbing: yup

29. Eat shit for $1,000,000: umm.. no? it's still shit.

30. Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: never..

31. Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no

32. Cross-dress: haha yes..

33. Lie to the police: If I need to hehe yup

34. Run from the police: ..yup..

35. Lie to your parents: depends.

36. Walk up to a stranger and kiss them: not really..

37. Be an exotic dancer: um... no thanx..

38. Walk out of a restaurant without paying: nooo


EITHER OR...

67. Rock or rap: Rock

68. Rock or pop: Either

69. Rock or punk: Rock

70. Rock or metal: Rock

71. Rap or pop: Pop

72. Rap or r&b: ...i guess r&b

73. Rap or metal: neitherr

74. Pop or emo: emo? either

75. Pop or metal: Pop

76. R&b or metal: r&b

77. Linkin park or limp bizkit: Both!!!

78. Tool or korn: Korn

79. Selena or jennifer lopez: none.. ><

80. Hot or cold: Cold

81. Winter or summer: Winter

82. Spring or fall: Fall

83. Shakira or britney: neither....

84. Icp or eminem: icp??? either

85. Marilyn manson or rob zombie: Marilyn Manson

86. Kittie or garbage: Garbage

87. Mtv or vh1: either..

88. Buffy or angel: Buffy

89. Dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Gilmore Girls

90. Football or basketball: haha baseball!

91. Summer olympics or winter olympics: either

92. Skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding

93. Rollarblading or skateboarding: Rollarblading

94. Black or white: Black

95. Orange or red: Red!

96. Yellow or green: ...depends on the green...

97. Purple or pink: either!

98. Slipknot or mudvayne: ..¿?

99. Hot topic or pac sun: ...¿?

100. Inside or outside: um.. out?

101. Weed or alcohol: Alcohol

102. Cell phone or pager: Cell Phone

103. Pen or pencil: Pen

104. Powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: neither....

105. Scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo

106. Dragon ball z or pokemon: Neitherr ><

107. Star wars or star trek: umm.. neither

108. Tattoos or piercings: Peircings!!!!!!!

109. Prep or punk: um..¿?

110. Slut or whore: umm. neither.. although slut is "less worse"?

"With Or Without You"

See the stone set in your eyes
See
the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and
twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without
you

With or without you
With or without you

Through
the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm
waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I
can't live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And
you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself
away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, she's got me
with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give
yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you
give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or
without you
I can't live
With or without you

With or without
you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or
without you

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···The Ultimate Death Survey···

What do you think happens after you die?
+ Unfortunatly.. the world goes on without you.

Do you believe in heaven?
+ as a state? yes... as a place? no

Do you believe in hell?
+ as a state? yes... as a place? no

Do you think you will be judged after you die?
+ I dread I will be

How many people would attend your funeral?
+ .... I just hope at least someone will hehe

Would you rather that people cry or laugh at your funeral?
+ umm cry?

What's better? A shot in the head or downing pills?
+ I think the pills... they say you don't die instantly from a shot in the head.

What should be written on your tombstone?
+ "Curiosity killed the cat"

Would you rather die childless or divorced?
+ divorced....

Do you want to die in the morning, afternoon, or night?
+ ..night..

If you had a million dollars to leave, who would you leave it to?
+ my parents.. if they were still alive.

What kind of flowers do you want at your funeral?
+ white and red orchids

On your deathbed, which moment will you most remember?
+ A day in the life...

Have you ever watched someone die?
+ yes...

What's the most gruesome death you can imagine?
+ gruesome? the worse? drowning or burning... gruesome? really dont know

How often do you think about death?
+ probably too often... at least twice a day

Is fear of dying your number one fear?
+ no... probably number 2

Do you believe in reincarnation?
+ not really, but who knows...

Have you ever wished someone you loved were dead?
+ yup...

Do you consider life short or long?
+ maybe a bit long for some...

Do you think you have a soul?
+ I think I do

Assisted suicide for a terminally ill person is:
+ fair...

If you were cremated, where would you like your ashes?
+ first... don't really wanna be cremated... but if it was the case... in the middle of nowhere hehe

Would you choose to be immortal, if you could be?
+ NOOOOOOOOO not a chance, i'd probably get bored



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···No lo sé···

Don't know if it's my destiny; Don't know if my destiny is to die fighting for what I was supposed to believe in, something that was supposed to be real.

Or maybe my destiny is not to ever be happy, but only to live my hole life in a desperate search for happiness, and endless and misserable existence.

Or maybe to die and then discover my death was for nothing. It meant nothing, as nothing ever does...

Será que realmente nada siginifica nada?... Todos nos inventamos significados para lo que pasa en una desesperada búsqueda, en un desesperado intento por entender lo que pasa. Buscamos lógica en una serie de hechos que no tienen conexión, pero que sentimos la necesidad de encontrarla para darle un poco de sentido a nuestra existencia. Depronto la vida sólo consiste en eso... en una serie de hechos individuales e ilógicos.

Depronto la vida no consiste en un juego como el ajedrez, cada pieza tiene su propósito, el movimiento de una puede afectar el destino de las demás. Pero depronto no... somos simplemente un inmeso grupo de piezas a las que les falta un tablero y un manual de instrucciones... un grupo de piezas perdidas en la inmensidad de un mundo en el que nunca les dijeron como sobrevivir.

Realmente no lo sé, y nunca lo sabré. Seguiré siendo una pieza mas de un juego sin objetivo. Una vida vacía e ilógica... una existencia inútil y sin sentido.

···The Soundtrack To Your Life···

Opening song:
*I Would stay - Krezip

Waking up:
*........umm........

First date:
*When you say nothing at all - Allison Kraus

First kiss:
*Fever - Peggy Lee

Falling in love:
*Accidentally Inlove - Counting Crows
*Halelujah - Rufus Wainwright
*Te doy mi vida - Lucas Arnau

Seeing an old love:
*Are You Happy Now? - Michelle Branch

Heartbreak:
*Do you know & Shattered - Cranberries

Driving fast:
*I Alone - Live

Getting ready to go out:
*.......ummm.......

Partying with friends:
*"Borracho! borracho hasta el amanecer" jiji

Dancing at a club:
*........umm........

Flirting:
*........umm........

Feeling sexy:
*Too sexy for my shirt jaja

Walking alone in the rain:
*Crawling in the dark

Missing someone:
*La paz de tus ojos - La oreja de Van Gohg
*Good Bye to you - Michelle Branch

Playing in the ocean:
*........umm........

Summer vacation:
*........umm........

Fighting with someone:
*Disappointment - Cranberries

Acting goofy with friends:
*El marciano - Cocoman

Thinking back:
*Nada - Juanes
*Entra en mi vida - SinBandera
*Queen of my heart - Westlife
*Behind blue eyes..
*Bitter Sweet Symphony - The Verve
*Colorblind - Counting Crows

Feeling depressed:
*I would stay - Krezip
*My Immortal - Evanescense
*Nada - Juanes
*Daffodil Lament - Cranberries
*Que lloro - Sin Bandera
*Colorblind - Counting Crows

Christmas time:
*Rudolph jejeje

Falling asleep:
*Amigo y Yo te seguiré - Alberto Plaza

Closing song:
*Fly Away




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···Absolut Truth···

Expectation is the root of all heartache.

-Shakespeare

Felices los que nada esperan, porque nunca serán defraudados.

-Anónimo

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There's nothing I can do now.
The sun has set and darkness has fallen upon
me.

There's nothing I'd rather have,
Than sunshine once more upon my
face;
Upon my life...

I really don't need reasons to stop loving you,
I really don't want reasons to start doubting,
I really don't need more
disillusions, more lies;
It's been too much,
but not enough.

-·-·-·-·-·-·-· Me.

Spirits Of The Dead

Thy soul shall find itself alone
'Mid dark thoughts of the grey
tomb-stone;
Not one, of all the crowd, to pry
Into thine hour of
secrecy.
Be silent in that solitude,
Which is not
loneliness-
for then
The spirits of the dead, who stood
In
life before thee, are
again
In death around thee, and their will
Shall
overshadow thee; be
still.

The night, though clear, shall frown,
And the stars shall not
look down
From their high thrones in the Heaven
With light like hope to
mortals given,
But their red orbs, without beam,
To thy weariness shall
seem
As a burning and a fever
Which would
cling to thee for ever.

Now are thoughts thou shalt not banish,
Now are visions ne'er to
vanish;
From thy spirit shall they pass
No
more, like dew-drop from
the grass.

The breeze, the breath of God,
is still,
And the mist
upon the hill
Shadowy, shadowy, yet unbroken,
Is a symbol and a token.
How it hangs upon the trees,
A mystery of
mysteries!

Edgar Allan Poe -1827-