Saturday, January 29
Friday, January 21
lost it
I've lost the last bit of reason I had left...
I'm losing it
I'm hearing the voices again... I'm seeing the visions again
Everything's again just an excuse to sleep... to see if I can disconect for a while from the horrible reality
I'm not waking up anymore with a desire to live
I'm not having a smile on my face anymore
I don't know what's happening...
I thing I finally lost it
I've suspected there was something wrong since I started hearing the voices
Those fucking voices screaming all day
crying yelling... just disturbing the mind of a, should I say "human" being? draining the last bit of humanity there's left
I'm feeling the horrible desire to kill... I need to cause pain
I need I crave
I want blood... I want to drain your blood... I need it so much
I need to shut the voices inside my head... I need to erase the horrible memories of all I've seen...
I can't beleive I'm seeing death as an exit again, I had sworne I'd never think of that again
I want to sleep... I want to die
Maybe with death the voices will die
Maybe I will be able to keep away from you... from all of you
althoug I'm pretty sure.... even in death... I'll see ya in hell
I'm losing it
I'm hearing the voices again... I'm seeing the visions again
Everything's again just an excuse to sleep... to see if I can disconect for a while from the horrible reality
I'm not waking up anymore with a desire to live
I'm not having a smile on my face anymore
I don't know what's happening...
I thing I finally lost it
I've suspected there was something wrong since I started hearing the voices
Those fucking voices screaming all day
crying yelling... just disturbing the mind of a, should I say "human" being? draining the last bit of humanity there's left
I'm feeling the horrible desire to kill... I need to cause pain
I need I crave
I want blood... I want to drain your blood... I need it so much
I need to shut the voices inside my head... I need to erase the horrible memories of all I've seen...
I can't beleive I'm seeing death as an exit again, I had sworne I'd never think of that again
I want to sleep... I want to die
Maybe with death the voices will die
Maybe I will be able to keep away from you... from all of you
althoug I'm pretty sure.... even in death... I'll see ya in hell
Monday, January 10
There are so many things that are not worth fighting for, sweating for or crying for.
I didn't know that back then; I do now and I'll never shed a tear for you again.
I didn't know that back then; I do now and I'll never shed a tear for you again.
Tuesday, January 4
tengo sueño.
mi cabeza se da vueltas en la almohada tratando de encontrar algo.
imagenes que vienen a mil por hora.
las mismas imagenes que me hicieron sonreir.
las mismas imagenes que le dieron un sentido fugaz a mis días.
recuerdos de una alegría de mierda que me carcome por dentro omostrandome
que fue solo una apariencia.
recuerdos de palabras hermosas
que me caen encima hundiendome mil metros bajo tierra.
apariencias que me hicieron vivir,
y ahora
morir.
tengo sueño.
mi cabeza se da vueltas en la almohada tratando de encontrarte.
y cuando por fin lo logro,
me pierdo en la noche con un solo fin
enterrarte.
idioteque