Letter to no one

Amazed... totally astonished... disappointed?? maybe... although.. not really... maybe later... when I come out of the delicate state of shock the truth has vanished me to...

I use to see everything as an incredible illusion,, maybe a dream,, but it seemed so real that it made me feel hole... complete... it made me happy to know not every illusion was meant to disappear... waking up wouldn't make things go.. it was real.. and it felt real...


We've made fools of ourselves...you've made a fool out of me...

A fool for believing something perfect was possible... a fool for believing...


In the end not only disappointment will remain.. but also an immense gratitude for finally opening my eyes... for allowing me to see reality...not really what I expected,, but at least it's real...


I remain thankfull...