lost it

I've lost the last bit of reason I had left...
I'm losing it

I'm hearing the voices again... I'm seeing the visions again

Everything's again just an excuse to sleep... to see if I can disconect for a while from the horrible reality

I'm not waking up anymore with a desire to live
I'm not having a smile on my face anymore

I don't know what's happening...
I thing I finally lost it
I've suspected there was something wrong since I started hearing the voices
Those fucking voices screaming all day
crying yelling... just disturbing the mind of a, should I say "human" being? draining the last bit of humanity there's left

I'm feeling the horrible desire to kill... I need to cause pain
I need I crave
I want blood... I want to drain your blood... I need it so much

I need to shut the voices inside my head... I need to erase the horrible memories of all I've seen...

I can't beleive I'm seeing death as an exit again, I had sworne I'd never think of that again
I want to sleep... I want to die
Maybe with death the voices will die

Maybe I will be able to keep away from you... from all of you

althoug I'm pretty sure.... even in death... I'll see ya in hell